Sunday, 14 March 2010

Its time for a change.

I don't know what is the matter with me at the moment. All i know is that i'm bored of everything and i need a change. Whether it be getting a job, moving house or anything else....i don't know. Just something.
Anything.
I'm slowly starting to change things about myself which hopefully will make other changes happen. If it works or not is another thing but atleast i'm trying to do something about it.
I just need some excitement.
Who wants to whisk me away to somewhere far far away?
Anyone?
Even something new would get me going on the change list.
A new tattoo, piercing, top, dress, shoes. Anything will do.
Don't get me wrong. I don't want to change EVERYTHING about me and my life because otherwise it wouldn't be 100% me. I want to keep old parts of me but mix them into a new chapter of my life.
When this chapter will start who knows?
If it's going to happen, it will.
I'm going to leave it up to fate once again. Maybe i shouldn't rely on fate so much? But then again maybe i should otherwise my advice to my friends would be rubbish.
"If it's going to happen, it will" is one of my most used phrases.
My nan also used to believe in fate. She was a great woman.

My life sounds like one fucked up soap opera.


Love.

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