I give up.

I decided that guys are too much trouble. Too much hassle. Too much confusion. They're not worth it. They are only guys.
I'm going to live my life as being me instead of being me pretending to need a guy to make my life complete.
My life is pretty sweet without one if i'm honest.
Be nice to have someone but i'm only 20. It's not like I have a few years left to find love. That is if 'love' even exists. Not really convinced by it.
So i'm now young, free and totally 100% single. Bring on the fun times.

Why can't my life be like a soap? Maybe without the muders, massive fires, explosions and all the other things that are rubbish. Everyone seems to find their perfect guy within spitting distance of where they live. How is that even possible?!? Not only that it's even acceptable to get with your friend's ex's, cop off with your sisters fella and other things I wouldn't dare to do.

If you're lucky enough to experience this 'love' malarchy then fair enough. Congratulations to you but i'm still yet to have a long term relationship. I don't know whether it's myself or my sagittarian traites taking over but i can't deal with being tied down. I find it hard to show affection. I take no one and nothing seriously. I think life is one big joke and you're ment to live it to the fullest. I don't plan on staying here for much longer, i want to go see the world.

Take me around the world?


Love.