Yes. This is right. I am going to Reading 2010 with the bestest.
The line up is amazing.
Blink 182
Guns 'n' Roses
Pendulum
Enter shikari
Paramore
Lost prophets
Biffy Clyro
Billy Talent
and a load more
gosh im so excited.
=]
Love.
Monday, 29 March 2010
Reading Reading Reading
So today is the day Reading Festival tickets are released.
Am i lucky enough to get some? I really really really hope so.
Went last year and it was amazing. Spent the majority of it drunk. When i say majority i mean pretty much every day!
Tickets are on sale at 6.45pm. There is me and the bestest both glued to the computer at that time constantly trying to get tickets. 2 people means double the chance of getting tickets. Good times.
Fingers crossed eh?!?
Love.
Sunday, 28 March 2010
Saturday, 27 March 2010
Friday, 26 March 2010
It's like the first day at school.
I started work today.
Was so nervous for some unknown reason.
I was quiet, what was wrong with me?!?
Well i am pretty quiet around new people to be honest. It's all good, give it a month or two and they'll be regretting giving me the job.
Only joking....i am loveable.
Bring on the rest of my work.
I'm well up for a challenge.
Bring it on.
Cannot wait for tomorrow night. Good times.
Love.
Was so nervous for some unknown reason.
I was quiet, what was wrong with me?!?
Well i am pretty quiet around new people to be honest. It's all good, give it a month or two and they'll be regretting giving me the job.
Only joking....i am loveable.
Bring on the rest of my work.
I'm well up for a challenge.
Bring it on.
Cannot wait for tomorrow night. Good times.
Love.
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
Things are looking up.
Last night was immense. Was just like the old times!
Even if me & Bird did feel ill for the majority of the night. But we still managed to bust all our bad ass dance moves.
"FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL" Bird will understand that.
Great night. Cannot wait till Saturday now.
Also we made up. Never really fell out, it was just me being silly. I'm stubborn i know.
Another great bit of news is that i finally have a job. This one is not temporary like the one at christmas. So my debts can finally start being paid off.
And because i have a job this means something very exciting. I'm not going to say what it is for the moment. I will when some things are sorted out.
Love my life.
Love.
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Layarteb
You think you know someone and then they turn around and slap you right in the face. Not literally.
It really annoyed me. I thought we were ment to be friends?
Clearly not.
jgnvuvaiyurnyaghrghauivnauiweifhagbwrargf.
On a more positive note, Bird & I are going Source bar tonight. Haven't been on a Tuesday since it has re-opened! Shocking.
Will be a very very very good night.
Quackers is going too. Haven't seen her for absolute ages.
I can feel a gooden coming on. Going to be great.
So excited. Ahhhhhhhhhhh.
AND calm.
Love.
It really annoyed me. I thought we were ment to be friends?
Clearly not.
jgnvuvaiyurnyaghrghauivnauiweifhagbwrargf.
On a more positive note, Bird & I are going Source bar tonight. Haven't been on a Tuesday since it has re-opened! Shocking.
Will be a very very very good night.
Quackers is going too. Haven't seen her for absolute ages.
I can feel a gooden coming on. Going to be great.
So excited. Ahhhhhhhhhhh.
AND calm.
Love.
Saturday, 20 March 2010
Pub pub pub pub
Went to the pub last night.
There were lots of people there.
I KNOW there was lots of drinking. I know that because i can't really remember much about being at the pub. I must have looked ridiculous.
Embarrased? Of course not. Only live once. Why spend it sober and sensible?
Spend your lives how you like. Just don't tell me how to live mine ok?
The bestest is filling in the blanks slowly. Some should have remained a blank.
My mum also helped to fill in the massive blank of how i got to bed. Apparently falling asleep on the sofa isnt acceptable. Mum was asleep in the chair so i was following by my mums example. Apparently my mum woke me up at about 01:30 and i looked surprised and confused. Then i obviously had to walk up the stairs and climb into bed. That bit is a total mystery. I don't know how i managed to walk to be honest.
Woke up at half 1 today feeling fine which was a total shock. Minor headache but i'm blaming that on the 2 bruises i seem to have on my head. That too is a total mystery. For all i know i could have head dived to the bar. Obviously didn't.
I would like to apologise to the bestest ( i know she will read this) for being a dick, for waking her up numerous times during the night and for anything else that i did. I'm just surprised she's still talking to me!
Good times.
Love.
There were lots of people there.
I KNOW there was lots of drinking. I know that because i can't really remember much about being at the pub. I must have looked ridiculous.
Embarrased? Of course not. Only live once. Why spend it sober and sensible?
Spend your lives how you like. Just don't tell me how to live mine ok?
The bestest is filling in the blanks slowly. Some should have remained a blank.
My mum also helped to fill in the massive blank of how i got to bed. Apparently falling asleep on the sofa isnt acceptable. Mum was asleep in the chair so i was following by my mums example. Apparently my mum woke me up at about 01:30 and i looked surprised and confused. Then i obviously had to walk up the stairs and climb into bed. That bit is a total mystery. I don't know how i managed to walk to be honest.
Woke up at half 1 today feeling fine which was a total shock. Minor headache but i'm blaming that on the 2 bruises i seem to have on my head. That too is a total mystery. For all i know i could have head dived to the bar. Obviously didn't.
I would like to apologise to the bestest ( i know she will read this) for being a dick, for waking her up numerous times during the night and for anything else that i did. I'm just surprised she's still talking to me!
Good times.
Love.
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
I give up.
I decided that guys are too much trouble. Too much hassle. Too much confusion. They're not worth it. They are only guys.
I'm going to live my life as being me instead of being me pretending to need a guy to make my life complete.
My life is pretty sweet without one if i'm honest.
Be nice to have someone but i'm only 20. It's not like I have a few years left to find love. That is if 'love' even exists. Not really convinced by it.
So i'm now young, free and totally 100% single. Bring on the fun times.
Why can't my life be like a soap? Maybe without the muders, massive fires, explosions and all the other things that are rubbish. Everyone seems to find their perfect guy within spitting distance of where they live. How is that even possible?!? Not only that it's even acceptable to get with your friend's ex's, cop off with your sisters fella and other things I wouldn't dare to do.
If you're lucky enough to experience this 'love' malarchy then fair enough. Congratulations to you but i'm still yet to have a long term relationship. I don't know whether it's myself or my sagittarian traites taking over but i can't deal with being tied down. I find it hard to show affection. I take no one and nothing seriously. I think life is one big joke and you're ment to live it to the fullest. I don't plan on staying here for much longer, i want to go see the world.
Take me around the world?
Love.
I'm going to live my life as being me instead of being me pretending to need a guy to make my life complete.
My life is pretty sweet without one if i'm honest.
Be nice to have someone but i'm only 20. It's not like I have a few years left to find love. That is if 'love' even exists. Not really convinced by it.
So i'm now young, free and totally 100% single. Bring on the fun times.
Why can't my life be like a soap? Maybe without the muders, massive fires, explosions and all the other things that are rubbish. Everyone seems to find their perfect guy within spitting distance of where they live. How is that even possible?!? Not only that it's even acceptable to get with your friend's ex's, cop off with your sisters fella and other things I wouldn't dare to do.
If you're lucky enough to experience this 'love' malarchy then fair enough. Congratulations to you but i'm still yet to have a long term relationship. I don't know whether it's myself or my sagittarian traites taking over but i can't deal with being tied down. I find it hard to show affection. I take no one and nothing seriously. I think life is one big joke and you're ment to live it to the fullest. I don't plan on staying here for much longer, i want to go see the world.
Take me around the world?
Love.
Monday, 15 March 2010
Happy times.
Today has been such a good day.
For one my mum returned from her 2 week holiday to Cuba. She's worse than me.
She was like
"I danced with so many 20 odd year old cuban men."
and
"I kissed a police man because he asked me to."
and
"I broke my toe because i fell over."
It made me laugh.
Because the sun came today (and because my nephew came over) we decided to play in the garden. Never seen someone laugh at my rolly polly's so much.
I have never ran around the garden so much before in my life. I swear i missed out during my childhood. Now i get to make up for it. That and because when i was younger we had a amazing swing set so i didn't have to run around.
I remember the good ol' days of playing in the back garden on the swings. Seeing who could go the highest out of me and my sister.
Good times.
Love.
Sunday, 14 March 2010
Its time for a change.
I don't know what is the matter with me at the moment. All i know is that i'm bored of everything and i need a change. Whether it be getting a job, moving house or anything else....i don't know. Just something.
Anything.
I'm slowly starting to change things about myself which hopefully will make other changes happen. If it works or not is another thing but atleast i'm trying to do something about it.
I just need some excitement.
Who wants to whisk me away to somewhere far far away?
Anyone?
Even something new would get me going on the change list.
A new tattoo, piercing, top, dress, shoes. Anything will do.
Don't get me wrong. I don't want to change EVERYTHING about me and my life because otherwise it wouldn't be 100% me. I want to keep old parts of me but mix them into a new chapter of my life.
When this chapter will start who knows?
If it's going to happen, it will.
I'm going to leave it up to fate once again. Maybe i shouldn't rely on fate so much? But then again maybe i should otherwise my advice to my friends would be rubbish.
"If it's going to happen, it will" is one of my most used phrases.
My nan also used to believe in fate. She was a great woman.
My life sounds like one fucked up soap opera.
Love.
Anything.
I'm slowly starting to change things about myself which hopefully will make other changes happen. If it works or not is another thing but atleast i'm trying to do something about it.
I just need some excitement.
Who wants to whisk me away to somewhere far far away?
Anyone?
Even something new would get me going on the change list.
A new tattoo, piercing, top, dress, shoes. Anything will do.
Don't get me wrong. I don't want to change EVERYTHING about me and my life because otherwise it wouldn't be 100% me. I want to keep old parts of me but mix them into a new chapter of my life.
When this chapter will start who knows?
If it's going to happen, it will.
I'm going to leave it up to fate once again. Maybe i shouldn't rely on fate so much? But then again maybe i should otherwise my advice to my friends would be rubbish.
"If it's going to happen, it will" is one of my most used phrases.
My nan also used to believe in fate. She was a great woman.
My life sounds like one fucked up soap opera.
Love.
Saturday, 13 March 2010
Curry night.
Well last night was amazing.
Blatently cooked a curry, otherwise it wouldn't be called curry night. Get it?
I also made a chocolate trifle. Check me out cooking all these dishes. It was proper tasty as well. No one died.....well yet anyway.
Got through so many poppadoms but lets just admit it, they are rather amazing. Proper lush. Had a few drinks, watched a few films, had a few laughs and sent a few texts.
Best night for a very long time.
Also i got a card, badge, necklace, poster and certificate. This is why i love my life. Can't beat the bestest
You want to know how to win me over? Just make me a load of random stuff which is amazing and i'll be like putty in your hands.
Good times.
Bring on the next curry night!!!
Love.
Blatently cooked a curry, otherwise it wouldn't be called curry night. Get it?
I also made a chocolate trifle. Check me out cooking all these dishes. It was proper tasty as well. No one died.....well yet anyway.
Got through so many poppadoms but lets just admit it, they are rather amazing. Proper lush. Had a few drinks, watched a few films, had a few laughs and sent a few texts.
Best night for a very long time.
Also i got a card, badge, necklace, poster and certificate. This is why i love my life. Can't beat the bestest
You want to know how to win me over? Just make me a load of random stuff which is amazing and i'll be like putty in your hands.
Good times.
Bring on the next curry night!!!
Love.
Wednesday, 10 March 2010
What a weird day.
Today has all been a bit of a blur if i'm honest.
Been a weird one.
Had the most randomest person ring me just for a lecture. I know I don't have a job, it's not exactly my fault that no one seems to want to employ me. Don't tell me to get a job driving a bus when I can't even drive because that just doesn't even make sense ok?
Then wheezy came round. Spoke to her about everything and it just made me think more which made me confused more. My mates are probably fed up of me asking the same stuff but it's not my fault i'm confused on the same thing over and over again.
Changing subject completely before I explode.
My music has turned proper old school for some reason. Got a load of music I used to listen to when I was 16. Brings back some good memories. Especially memories of underage drinking down the lakes. Good times. Simple times. Fun times.
I really miss those summers. Go to the lakes every day with a bunch of people and just drink till we forget who we are, stumble home, act sober and then have a glass of wine or two with my mum.
What would i give to be 16 again.
Love.
Been a weird one.
Had the most randomest person ring me just for a lecture. I know I don't have a job, it's not exactly my fault that no one seems to want to employ me. Don't tell me to get a job driving a bus when I can't even drive because that just doesn't even make sense ok?
Then wheezy came round. Spoke to her about everything and it just made me think more which made me confused more. My mates are probably fed up of me asking the same stuff but it's not my fault i'm confused on the same thing over and over again.
Changing subject completely before I explode.
My music has turned proper old school for some reason. Got a load of music I used to listen to when I was 16. Brings back some good memories. Especially memories of underage drinking down the lakes. Good times. Simple times. Fun times.
I really miss those summers. Go to the lakes every day with a bunch of people and just drink till we forget who we are, stumble home, act sober and then have a glass of wine or two with my mum.
What would i give to be 16 again.
Love.
130 points
What a funny night.
Best drinking game ever.
Shame we tied.
130 points.Good effort.
Was really quite funny going home in the back of the van. Surprisingly it was rather comfy.
Guy situation is less confusing than it was but it's not completely simple. Just see what happens. Going to enjoy my life rather than waste it being confused over guys.
Love.
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
It's all a bit confusing.
The title pretty much gives it away.
I'm confused.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what i want anymore.
I wish i was good at making decisions, my life would be pretty simple then.
Why does life in general have to be confusing?
If it's not something about a career, its guys. If it's not about guys, it's family etc.
I want someone to make the more confusing situations simple for me. Just advise in any way possible rather than just add to the confusion. It's 04:10 and i cannot sleep purely because i am just so confused. I'm really tired right now so if this doesn't make any logical sense then well i'm sorry.
I want him but need HIM.
Maybe i should just ignore everyone and wait to see what happens? If its ment to be then it's ment to be right?
Happiness is the acceptance of fate.
That saying has got me through some of the most confusing times. Might sound silly but it's true ok?
Love.
I'm confused.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what i want anymore.
I wish i was good at making decisions, my life would be pretty simple then.
Why does life in general have to be confusing?
If it's not something about a career, its guys. If it's not about guys, it's family etc.
I want someone to make the more confusing situations simple for me. Just advise in any way possible rather than just add to the confusion. It's 04:10 and i cannot sleep purely because i am just so confused. I'm really tired right now so if this doesn't make any logical sense then well i'm sorry.
I want him but need HIM.
Maybe i should just ignore everyone and wait to see what happens? If its ment to be then it's ment to be right?
Happiness is the acceptance of fate.
That saying has got me through some of the most confusing times. Might sound silly but it's true ok?
Love.
Thursday, 4 March 2010
A new problem arises.
After a long discussion with myself. No not infront of a mirror or use of any kind of insane antics. I still have no conclusion.
Should age matter?
I'm not declaring my love for anyone younger it's just a general topic which keeps coming up between me and the bestest. Especially at the moment. I know it shouldn't matter but it does to me. I don't know about anyone else but i know it matters to the bestest too. But i'm just interested to know how many girls would get with guys who are 1/2 years younger than them. Am i just being too picky?
Being the 'older girl' would be great for the 'younger guy' right?
The guys ego would sore through the roof.
That's just me guessing about the guys ego by the way. I wouldn't know. I'm not a guy.
The older you get, the less age matters. My parents were 9 years apart. At the moment that's me getting with an 11 year old which is just ridiculously wrong. But when i'm 40 i'd be getting with a 31 year old, which still sounds wrong but not as wrong as it did originally.
I got told the older you get, the bigger age gap you're allowed.
Does that make sense?
I hope it does.
Love.
Should age matter?
I'm not declaring my love for anyone younger it's just a general topic which keeps coming up between me and the bestest. Especially at the moment. I know it shouldn't matter but it does to me. I don't know about anyone else but i know it matters to the bestest too. But i'm just interested to know how many girls would get with guys who are 1/2 years younger than them. Am i just being too picky?
Being the 'older girl' would be great for the 'younger guy' right?
The guys ego would sore through the roof.
That's just me guessing about the guys ego by the way. I wouldn't know. I'm not a guy.
The older you get, the less age matters. My parents were 9 years apart. At the moment that's me getting with an 11 year old which is just ridiculously wrong. But when i'm 40 i'd be getting with a 31 year old, which still sounds wrong but not as wrong as it did originally.
I got told the older you get, the bigger age gap you're allowed.
Does that make sense?
I hope it does.
Love.
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