Head banging and Duck spring rolls.

Well my head hurts.
I had well too much to drink last night. I blame the bestest. She was forcing me to drink.
We was watching music for pretty much 99.9% of the night and it just happened to be the 50 zaniest videos on Kerrang. We felt like we were 13 again. Alcohol and rock music takes us back to the young days. Blink 182, Bowling for Soup, Metallica, Queens of the Stone Age and loads more.
Of course we decided to go a bit crazy and head bang for some unknown reason. When i say head bang, i really mean pracitcally head falling off the neck head banging. My neck aches today which means i took it too far, well the alcohol did.
Cooked Duck spring rolls during the night, don't ask me what time because i can't remember. For once there was some left over. Shortly after that the bestest went to bed. So me being me (and real drunk) i decided it was the best idea to come on MSN and facebook.
Turned out to be the funniest night of my life.
For one this guy (the same guy i blogged about last week some time) was online so that made me smile. I can't remember anything about what we was talking about. I just hope i wasn't like "Please take me away." or "Come to my house ;)" I'm sure i'll find out sooner or later.
Secondly I was talking my mate. We was talking bout men. Of course we talk about men, what else do girls talk about? The conclusion of the men discussion was for us to become siamese lebians. Not totally the most ideal plan but the funniest..... deffinately. In all fairness i completely forgot this untill she reminded me by posting it over facebook. So when you see 2 girls joint at the hip making out......it's ok we're not related.







I LOVE FRIDAYS

Blah blah blah

What a night.
Was going oh so well as it always does then this slight mishap just happen to occur. It didn't mean anything and yet no one understands that and there's me trying to take control.
Why should I take control of everything? I have my own problems to take care of.
Don't get me wrong I don't mind listening to everyone else's problems, I actually like being the one people turn to. But, who can i turn to? no one has the time of day for me? People may say that is a lie but when i do turn to them for a problem slowly but surely it will turn back to them.
I'm starting to think why should i be bothered with them when they can't be bothered with me? In all fairness I'd never change the way I am and I'm not bitching about the situation it's just every once in a while i would like to rant about my problems. Believe me, I have a few. It's lucky that no one really will read this because I'd get in so much shit from my friends because they would be like "I do listen to you" blah blah blah but i'd rather listen to everyone else's problems than deal with my own. I love to run away from my problems so i don't know why i'm saying i want people to listen to my own. It's just all fucked up right now.
I know what I want, I know my problems. But I don't know how to solve them. All the problems are slowly building up. Ignorance is not going to solve them. I know this but still every day im like i'm fine, i'm fine. Don't get me wrong, I am fine. It's just me being selfish and worrying about the little things in life when in all fairness I could be a lot worse off.
I'm going to stop ranting now and go for a beer.

x

Just shout gash.

Well this guy did not come out to play last night.
If only I had credit.
I even got my legs out just incase and it turns out i froze for nothing. But there's still next week and the week after that and etc.
I just don't know what to do bout it anymore, i'm useless when it comes to my own situations.

Someone help me?

Atleast I weren't on my own last night, it was a guy free night for 2 of us.
So that was a bonus. Didn't feel like a dick this time like...
"Hi, I'm Sara I do exist but you can't talk to me whilst your tongues are down each others throats."
I need to get more friends out on a Monday night and a Saturday night so i don't feel like a dick on my own. Who wants to come out to play?
Last night i kept asking everyone for hugs. Dont know why. Just fancied a hug or two i suppose?
Wake up this morning (well i say this morning i really mean 3.45pm) and i have like 12 texts and im like what the hell? Turns out they are all from 1 guy who decided to bombard me with shit jokes.
OK................ some were funny.

Taboo and apple flavoured vodka

Call me Mr. Flinstone, I can make your bed rock.
I can't stop listening to that song at the moment and I don't know why?
Didn't hear it last night when i went out though.
What a fail.
Cheap drinks + crap music = comin home early to drink Taboo and Apple flavoured vodka.
Obviously not together because that would be wrong.
Signed into MSN and Facebook and stuff and was just talking to everyone.
Including this guy.
I couldn't believe my luck at how well it was going last night. I know it's only over MSN but it's a good start right? I didn't even have to go searching for the makeup. What a result. It's a rare occassion for me to get this luck but i'm gonna keep hold of it and try my best not to ruin it! We were talking for hours. Couldn't stop smiling and I hate my smile so thats how happy I was. I must sound like a right div now. Nevermind. I'm happy. Just hope he sticks to his words!

A&E and Cigarettes

Well last night turned out to fail.
I didn't plan to end up in A&E with my mate for 4 hours.
Went to Belugas and well lets just say I had 2 pints of beer and cannot remember anything. Not saying anything else about that. All i know is i didn't have a lot to drink as in literally 2 pints is like nothing for me and i can't remember anything happening after I had the second pint. But i'm not accusing anything. The next thing I remember after that is being in the car on the way to hospital with my mate because of her eye. Not getting into details about that either. Was crying at the hospital as it brang back bad memories and I was worried about my mate. It's natural to worry right? I wasn't worried about how i looked infront of the fit doctors for once. That's until i went to the toilet and saw the mascara running down my face. Blatently dressed up like a panda. Went for a cigarette after that because hospitals are obviously the most stressful place to be. So there's my mate in the wheelchair, her boyfriend and me all outside smoking trying to all calm down. Failed. At the end of all the hospital business my mate just got told to come back tomorrow (as in today) to see the eye specialist as they were baffled because they thought it was weird. Is she going to go back? No idea.
Eventually we got back to my mates house and we had a lovely chat about boys, sex and alcohol. The usual topics for a wednesday night right?
Passed out at some time early in the morning and we both slept through my phone going off 4 times and my message. My phone was on loud. Deep sleepers anyone? But can you really blame us?

Worst idea I've ever had.

I quit smoking. why? why? why?

REALLY MATE?!?

Well this is going to be a rant. It's like sort your life out. I don't understand people.AHHHHHH. Take me back to 1994. Please?
Listen to your girlfriend. I'm non existant in her world. You're not allowed to talk to me. Pathetic. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
But anyway I'll stop ranting for now....
Tap last night was brilliant. I'm a miracle worker, it's so good. Pound a drink is deadly though. Well that was probably obvious. Shame there wasn't any dancing on tables though! That would have made my night.
Saw the best jumper last night. It had a panda on it and it was actually amazing! Was just a plain grey jumper with a silk panda in the middle. I didn't get a picture of it and I wish I did. It's what happens when you're in the smoking area, talking about other things and you get random guys coming up to you sayin "Touch my Panda" HAAAAA so funny. But on a serious note, that really was the best jumper.

Living for the weekend.

OH MY DAYS. What a weekend this has been! Why do people say one thing then mean another? Just say what your really doing. Annoyed.

Apart from that minor slip up the weekend was amazing. Same places. Different adventures. It was the first time Maidstone has experienced me with my new hair and they loved it as much as I do.

Boys, boys, boys. BLAHHHHHH. That is what I think of that. Why can't life be simple? Suppose it wouldn't be much fun but my gosh it would be a lot easier. I can't think straight at the moment so this blog is going to seem all over the place. Suits my mood if i'm honest.

Going out again tonight. I wonder what tonights drunken antics will hold.....lots of fun perhaps? BANGING

SORT YOUR LIFE OUT.

Pubbin' it

Went to The Joiners in West Malling last night. Got wasted. Was such a good night and I do not remember half of it so that means it must have been good.

Karaoke. Beer. Fags.

I got my hair cut off on Wednesday, Emily did it and tell you now she's amazing for a trainee.

Hungover.

Why do hangovers hurt so much?

blaaaaaaaaah

Home now. Babysat my little man....bless him!

The weekend ahead holds many crazy adventures. Starting off with the pub tonight, lets be honest I'll be wasted before i get there. Don't really know what i'm going to wear....probably my Run DMC T-shirt and some banging heels!

Who remembers a time where the weekend ment Barbies and Live and Kicking?

tap n tiddles

So I went to Tap 'n' Tin in Chatham......again. Saw the usual people. Drank the same drinks. Danced the same way and smoked too much. I was quitting. Had such a good night. Had such a laugh. Drank too much. Yet I can type. Means i didn't drink enough......but the 2 girls I was with just made my night. I didn't need any more to drink when I can remember everythin with the best people. Who remembers goin "Oh meet my second love...." and "Oh my god I was on webcam to you the other day!" It was quite literally a quality night <3

All I can say is....................... Same time next week?

What a Waster....

My God! What a mental weekend. Went out Friday night came home at 4 on monday morning. Wine. Dancing. Smirnoff. Dancing. Sambuca. Dancing. Argument. Beer. Snow adventures. Drunk texting. Cooking. Making a mess. Drunk pictures. OH MY GOD! Sara's missing. No Sara is not missing. Dance like Whacko-Jacko. "I can get my leg behind my head..." Move like a ninja.

Wouldn't have changed the weekend one bit at all though <3

snowdrops & bundles

snowflakse. Icicles. snowball fights. snowmen. snow angels. numb hands. runny nose.

Being 20 I thought it was about time to hate and curse snow right?.......WRONG!!

In the beginning.....

Ok. So it's 2010 and I've decided to start blogging again, don't ask me why I don't really have any idea. 2010 at the moment is turning out to be not so good... Quit smoking. Extra Christmas weight. No job. Nothing. But as always I have my friends, which may sound like a cliche, but it's true.