My new year resolutions

I decided if I publish my resolutions then there might be a chance I might just stick to them. So here we go.....

I spent last year worrying about what people thought/said about me so this year i'm going to stop worrying and start living. It's not even necessarily people i knew that worried me, I convinced myself I had to please everyone which, as I learnt, is physically impossible. So this year i'm going to upset a lot more people, unintentionally of course. I'm 21 I need to start believing in myself or no one will believe in me and how am I supposed to do epic things with my life if I don't believe in me? Hopefully by believing in myself my confidence will shoot through the roof. I'm going to attempt to talk to a lot more people when i'm sober because when i'm drunk it is pretty impossible to shut me up! If i learn to love myself then maybe, just maybe, someone else will love me (I am on about boys, family and friends don't count in that as i already know they love me lots!)

Of course I plan to quit smoking at SOME POINT this year. Could be in a month, could be in 10 months...who knows? But yes some time this year. Well hopefully anyway. I said i would quit by the time i'm 21 but erm that didn't quite go to plan. I think i would be alright if i didn't drink alcohol because, lets be honest, having a cigarette goes very well with alcohol. So i suppose i should cut down drinking alcohol (notice how i said cut down and not quit?)

I'm assuming the majority of people have this as a resolution but I want to lose weight. Especially after the massive binge over my birthday and christmas I think it's about time i got back on track. Although i did weigh myself earlier (I been avoiding scales for a long time) and it says i haven't put on any weight but my work trousers tell me a different story...muffin top....disgusting.

Oh i want to drive this year too. This is going to be one expensive year.

And finally, i plan to spend a hell of a lot more time with my friends. Mainly Bird as it feels like i only see her when i'm getting my hair done and well this could end up being a very expensive friendship. On a positive note i would have awesome hair all the time! But i'm going to stop letting work rule my life and still live it the way i want! I've proved to myself i can survive on bare minimum sleep and well i have the whole day to catch up on sleep as working 2 n half hours in the morning doesn't really take up the whole day now does it.

So there's my list. That is proof of what i want to do. At the end of the year I will see how well i've done and then consider blogging about it depending on what happens. But I actually have to remember that i wrote them down on here.....it's already looking unlikely considering my shockingly bad memory.




Love.