Friday, 22 October 2010

Shopping Trip.........

Well what an interesting shopping trip.....
Started off going to Subway, couldn't park so we left. Went to Argos in Maidstone and well they had sold out of the game we wanted so the plan we came up with was to go to Hempsted Valley to get some food & the game.
We only got lost didn't we?
We managed to drive through Gillingham, straight past the turning to head towards Hempstead Valled and went through Rainham and some other place i think was called Newington.
Was a fun detour in all fairness.
But after what felt like a year to get there the plan was successful. We got food & the game we wanted and we left within an hour of getting there.
Most people would see that as a waste of time but i see it as a fun detour with the Bestest.

Good times.




Love.

What a dayyyyy

Lets just say the day hasn't started off well at all.
First of all woke up at 5:45am and baring in mind i have to be at work for 6 it's not exactly a good thing waking up 15 minutes before i have to start. But i managed to make it somehow, it was like magic.
But i didn't have time to have my morning cigarette which put me in a bad mood anyway. To make it all worse i decided to get period pains, which most girls will be like get over it but i usually don't get them. I've probably had them 3 times in my life!! So that made my mood worse and then a headache occured....i'm slowly falling apart.
Whilst i was at work i managed to drop pretty much everything i went to pick up. I also nearly smashed a bottle of wine which would have been a nightmare but i didn't so it's all good.
Home now and i've had a cigarette and a lovely mocha and my mood is getting better.
Lets hope the day will pick up and it should because i have the Bestest coming over later, as always, and we're going to get drunk and play games. Either sounds like a grown up kids party or a night in with the old dears. Either way it's going to be awesome!



Love.

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

presentssssss

The Lady messaged me earlier on Facebook saying she knows what she is getting me for my birthday.
That is probably the WORST thing to do with me. I'm now going to keep asking what she's thinking of until she tells me......i feel i NEED to know. 9 times out of 10 i usually find out so lets just see what happens.

Let the games begin.



Love.

Dukan Diet.....

I'm aware i said i'll keep a track of my progress but in all honesty i haven't stuck religiously to the diet. Cookies & chocolate are just a must! I have gone for the "indulge yourself every once in a while and it won't feel like you're dieting" approach....and it's sort of working. Altogether i've lost a stone so far in a couple of months, may not look like it but nevermind. Now i'm just trying my best to not give up hope altogether and go back to my old "eat all day" self.
I'm just drinking water, eating sensibly and sort of exercising.
I say sort of exercising because i don't exactly go to the gym, or go jogging, or do anything THAT physical to be honest. I just walk, do housework and try to keep as active as possible. It seems to be working but i'm feeling sessions at the gym today for some UNKNOWN reasong. Especially as my Gym Buddy is at university in Southampton!! Lets just see what happens.


Love.

It's just so cold.

The sun may be shining but it is absolutely freezing outside. My feet have lost all feeling and i'm wondering if i actually have feet right now.....
The heating will be put on once i stopped writing this!
I got (well ordered) my first birthday present the other day. They were in the sale so i had to persuade mum to get them now rather than later...just have a month and 6 days to wait! They're leopard print trousers. Sound disgusting right? well they're not. Trust me (well i like them and i suppose you're entitled to your own opinion) so you'll just have to wait to see them.

I keep listening to The Cribs at the moment. I have to admit i only have been listening to them for a couple of weeks but i find them rather addictive. I got Spotify so i thought "why not just give them a listen?" Turns out i've heard a few songs before but i just never really pay attention to the radio/tv apparently. That happens to me ALOT....i have the attention span of a goldfish. Do they even have attention spans? Nevermind.

Anyway i must try to walk on ice blocks...which are more commonly known as feet...to put the heating on!


Love.

Wednesday, 13 October 2010

The look of fear.....





It's a kids slide......

Birthday stuff...nothing exciting

Only 1 month and 13 days till i turn 21.
I don't want to turn 21 because 21 means you have to start getting serious about life. Ok not totally serious but you can't just bum around from job to job and just going out and getting wasted. Ok maybe i'm exaggerating again but it's all good. I can't imagine me acting serious at all. Perhaps turning 21 will change me....for better if anything i hope. Bring on the anti wrinkle cream!
I started planning months ago about what i want to do for it but i always seem to change my mind. Lets do everything because then i will not be disappointed right? Might be disappointed by the presents i get but that's another thing...joking i appreciate all presents because i don't expect any...well apart from my mum, well family in general.
I planned on what i was wearing....but now i want to wear about 5 different outfits. I clearly need to rethink everything.
I still have lots of time to do it.

Sorted.



Love.

Thursday, 7 October 2010

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Clearly couldn't think of an exciting title.
Just been going through my old blogs from the beginning of the year because i was having a conversation with the Bestest and we decided the year has gone too fast. So i read back on my old blogs to find out where my year had gone. Writing a blog for the year was obviously the best thing i've ever done seeing as i spent the majority of it drunk and lost half my memories. That is probably why my year feels like it has flown past because i do not remember half of it!
I realised my life seemed far more interesting at the beginning of the year. Going out all the time, having random days, doing some housework (ok that's not interesting but atleast i got to dance with a hoover) and other stuff. Now it's just the routine of work, work, work, work, work, a bit of play time and more work. I also considered this to be the reason why i don't blog as much anymore because nothing interesting happens in my life anymore. Ok maybe thats an exaggeration as lots of interesting things happen every day! Ok maybe not everyday, that would be an exaggeration too.
I'm blaming this lack of interest in my life on the fact i feel like i NEED to run away and get some excitement back. The Bestest is probably feeling totally insulted but i don't mean it as an insult at all. The Bestest is great and no matter how much i crave interest and excitement i never mean from her because well when we get together the most random stuff happens. No we're not lesbians. Get over it.
This is actually making no sense because it's all just coming out of my mind as a big jumble. Pshycobabble.
It's easy enough to say "Sort it out!" but it's not easy when you don't know where to start or what to do. I'll figure it out eventually because i'm amazing like Spiderman like that. Don't believe i have now referred to Spiderman. Fermerlerf.
It's a good time to stop pshycobabbling now.
Bring on the weekend



Love.



That just had to be done. Sorry to the Bestest.

Funniest picture from last weekend...




Think i need to work on my mannerisms.




Love.

Tuesday, 5 October 2010

.....

Sometimes all i hear from people is blah blah blah. Is that me being rude or them being REAL boring?

So....sort it out?

Feels like i haven't wrote for ages!
Just don't want to seem like i'm on a big downer all the time but times like these sometime you just can't help it.
But the weekend was rather immense. Had such fun.
Alcoholic beverages
Dancing
Laughing fits
Chatting to weird guys
Fancy dress
Going home later than planned
Subway
And many more events just totally made my weekend.
I decided weekends should come round quicker seeing as during the week my downers seem to occur. This is not good.
Ok maybe it's not all my fault there's drama here, there and everywhere in my life but i'm partly to blame.
My mum wants to move, i'm well on board with that idea! I think it's just what i need right now..... a massive change in my life and a mug of mocha would go down a treat. But the move won't happen for a while anyway because of all the technical side of things which i'm clearly going to leave up to my mum because i really can't organise my wardrobe let a lone sort out moving houses. Why can't things be simple? Would certainly make life easier but then wouldn't an easy life being boring? Not necessarily.
Let's concentrate day by day....best way to deal with situations.
Bring on thursday (if everything goes to plan...which it won't but never know)



Love.