My life lately....

It has been a right mixtures of up & down.
I don't know whether i'm coming or going anymore.
My wrist is hurting me again, back to the doctors i go & i still won't go on anti depressants no matter how much he thinks i need them. I don't need them. I'm not even miserable.

Town Saturday night was a right laugh. I had a good time. Got home at 6 & got up at 9 to go to work. I clearly was looking very rough the next day. Never mind, it just shows i had a great night.

Finally got paint to re-decorate my room. I'm going to do it all by myself because then if anything goes wrong i only have myself to blame. Not that anything will go wrong because i am clearly an expert in decorating.

Still dieting. I think i will be for the rest of my life at this rate. Good news is i have lost weight but the bad news is that i don't think i'll ever be happy in myself. Too many skinny people around. Come on people, eat a burger or 10!

Reading is coming around very fast. Only like 5 weeks now. I have mentally packed. Best part is that i still have half of it to buy. I'm taking 5 outfits and 3 pairs of shoes. Keeping everything to a minimum. I clearly can't carry a lot of stuff. It's all good. I just cannot wait to get there now. Hurry up please?




Love.