Importance?

Why does having a boyfriend seem so important lately?
I've been single for a good couple of years and never felt like i needed one. Now me & fannyfeet just constantly talk about guys/relationships.
I used to feel young, free & single
Now i feel old, lonely & still single.
Don't get me wrong i still have my mates as always so i'm not 100% lonely but it's the nights in watching Shameless/Cougar town/ Hollyoaks and whatever else i watch when i'm like "is it so wrong for me to think i'd like to have a cuddle right now?"
Being a sagittarian I don't handle relationships well anyway so i would be surprised to find a guy who could actually put up with me.
I would like things to be on my terms for once.
Every guy i sorta liked has ended up with me being hurt one way or another. It's about time i found "love" right?
The other problem is that where do people meet each other nowadays? (I'm starting to think i sound like im from the 1930's rather than now) Majority of people say either work or clubbing or through friends. None of those options are going to be working for me any time soon. Unless my mates find some new people soon.
The main problem is meeting someone through clubbing (especially for me) is being absolutely wasted and making a fool of yourself. Take their number and don't hear from them again. Well i did used to give out the wrong number so that is partly my fault. Well, all my fault.
I know i'll find someone one day. Hopefully.
Fingers crossed yeah?
Sorta ranted a little bit didn't i?

Love.