I'm fed up of crying.
I'm fed up with things going wrong.
I'm fed up with you not believing in me and my choices.
I'm fed up with making all the effort.
I'm fed up with not being good enough.
Friday, 11 February 2011
Tuesday, 8 February 2011
Don't fix it if it hasn't broken yet.
But maybe it has broken.
Ok what a cheery way to start a blog. I'm worrying myself far too much now about everything I said I wouldn't care about. Since I started my diet I have lost 2 stone (woo go me) but now I am so careful about what I eat and the diet is not ment to work like that. I can pretty much have a nervous breakdown if I eat carbs. I eat carbs at weekends because I know your body needs them at whatever but i'm so scared about putting the weight back on it is slowly turning into an obsession...wouldn't say i'm anorexic or anything because i still LOVE my food. I'm just slightly obsessing about what I eat.
But nevermind, I will sort myself out eventually.
Today's pressure on both girls and guys to look "perfect" is ridiculous. All these air brushed images aren't doing any good (apart from whoever the image contains because they clearly look great.) What is wrong with looking natural? Ok I admit I put as much false enhancements as possible; eyelashes, tan and whatever else I can afford at the time but it's the look I personally like. I wouldn't do it for anyone else and I don't do it everyday. Only on special occasions like a friday for instance.
When did natural beauty become so rare to find?
I have cut down on the amount of make up I wear on a daily basis but on a night out I will feel naked without my smoky eyes, heavy eyeliner, fake eyelashes and a ton of lipgloss. I wonder how long this will go on for?
Funnily enough I only started to blog because I wanted to say I went to see A Day to Remember on Saturday. Nevermind. A Day to Remember deserve their own blog after Saturday.
Love.
Ok what a cheery way to start a blog. I'm worrying myself far too much now about everything I said I wouldn't care about. Since I started my diet I have lost 2 stone (woo go me) but now I am so careful about what I eat and the diet is not ment to work like that. I can pretty much have a nervous breakdown if I eat carbs. I eat carbs at weekends because I know your body needs them at whatever but i'm so scared about putting the weight back on it is slowly turning into an obsession...wouldn't say i'm anorexic or anything because i still LOVE my food. I'm just slightly obsessing about what I eat.
But nevermind, I will sort myself out eventually.
Today's pressure on both girls and guys to look "perfect" is ridiculous. All these air brushed images aren't doing any good (apart from whoever the image contains because they clearly look great.) What is wrong with looking natural? Ok I admit I put as much false enhancements as possible; eyelashes, tan and whatever else I can afford at the time but it's the look I personally like. I wouldn't do it for anyone else and I don't do it everyday. Only on special occasions like a friday for instance.
When did natural beauty become so rare to find?
I have cut down on the amount of make up I wear on a daily basis but on a night out I will feel naked without my smoky eyes, heavy eyeliner, fake eyelashes and a ton of lipgloss. I wonder how long this will go on for?
Funnily enough I only started to blog because I wanted to say I went to see A Day to Remember on Saturday. Nevermind. A Day to Remember deserve their own blog after Saturday.
Love.
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